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Easter Sunday 2020 - NYC

Updated: May 7

Waiting out the coronavirus in NYC has certainly been an interesting life decision of mine. A little over a month ago at a moment when pros and cons miraculously balance, I decided to not you know, how they never do. what now? I could either go home to my family in California or wait things out in NYC. all my friends who could leave the city had already left so I felt like a straggler already; and social distancing in NY is near impossible. with my finger on the pulse of american and world history. what now? im pretty sure the clash even sang about this one. where do i even begin? for starters, the song “should i stay or should i go ohhh i know where ill start. the emotions… THE FUCKING EMOTIONS. i would describe my daily rollercoaster as being fueled by epiphanies about society, followed by gut wrenching realizations of how we are affecting our reality and our future. its all just a bit hard to digest are hard to digest. Most days i feel sick, its almost embarrassing to admit but like sick, you know… really truly sick. Not sick with the coronavirus - sick with fear. fear of giving up on my dreams. giving up on everything ive ever worked for in my adult life. ive worked fucking hard too - i just opened a photography business last year in NY. but lets face it, my dreams are based in an ideal reality.


Waiting out the coronavirus in NYC has certainly been an interesting life decision of mine. A little over a month ago at a moment when pros and cons miraculously balance, I decided to not you know, how they never do. what now? I could either go home to my family in California or wait things out in NYC. all my friends who could leave the city had already left so I felt like a straggler already; and social distancing in NY is near impossible. with my finger on the pulse of american and world history. what now? im pretty sure the clash even sang about this one.

Waiting out the coronavirus in NYC has certainly been an interesting life decision of mine. A little over a month ago at a moment when pros and cons miraculously balance, I decided to not you know, how they never do. what now? I could either go home to my family in California or wait things out in NYC. all my friends who could leave the city had already left so I felt like a straggler already; and social distancing in NY is near impossible. with my finger on the pulse of american and world history. what now? im pretty sure the clash even sang about this one. where do i even begin? for starters, the song “should i stay or should i go ohhh i know where ill start. the emotions… THE FUCKING EMOTIONS. i would describe my daily rollercoaster as being fueled by epiphanies about society, followed by gut wrenching realizations of how we are affecting our reality and our future. its all just a bit hard to digest are hard to digest. Most days i feel sick, its almost embarrassing to admit but like sick, you know… really truly sick. Not sick with the coronavirus - sick with fear. fear of giving up on my dreams. giving up on everything ive ever worked for in my adult life. ive worked fucking hard too - i just opened a photography business last year in NY. but lets face it, my dreams are based in an ideal reality.





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